The Search For A New Routine, Part Three: The Opportunities in Disruption

I predicated my default writing process on having lots of time to work on things. I can engage in a long, sprawling drafting process that is focused on rewriting as I go, embracing the narrative dead ends, and spending days frowning at a passage that needs to resolve itself into something better.

It’s an approach that worked for me through several decades of writing, but in those decades I was time-rich even if I was dollar-poor. I could fly by the seat of my pants and still get things done because I’d structured my life to play to those conventions—organisation and planning were tools for other parts of my life.

There’s a school of thought that says once you’ve written one way for a long while, that becomes your process and there’s no point trying to switch it up. Another suggests that you basically switch up your process depending on the demands of your life and the projects you work on, and even a planner will pants like hell if a project demands it.

I’m frequently interested in the transitional shifts that kicked off changes for writers, whether those changes are real or merely a matter of perception. Dean Koontz started off as a planner, but often cites the transition to pantsing his way through a novel as the start of his reign as perennial best-seller – when he didn’t know what was coming, it was easier to write a thriller that surprised people. Chuck Wendig and Kameron Hurley have both claim to be natural pantsers, but talk about being happier with their productivity and the quality of the work when they learned the dark arts of plotting from screenwriters. Neil Gaiman appears to be one of nature’s pantsers and hasn’t necessarily changed that, but noticed he wrote differently when switching from drafting on a computer to drafting by fountain pen (intriguingly, if you download a copy of The Art of Neil Gaiman, there’s an awful lot of planning/ideating as he goes, it just happens in a notebook and focuses on short-term goals).

So I do tend to default towards you can learn new tricks as a writer rather than fuck off, I’m an old dog, and I’m completely open to switching up my process if I think it’ll teach me something or reshape my approach to work.

And from that perspective the search for a new routine is an opportunity. My routines have changed because of the new job, but so has my relationship to writing. Most people immediately leap to “I can do less work” due to the day job, but equally important is “there’s no longer an economic cost to failure.” This shifts both the scope and the ambition of creative projects, because the priority pyramid is in a state of flux.

Ergo my rule for the rest of October: don’t try to advance any drafts for the rest of the month, but do try to plan them. I’ve got two works in progress that I’m breaking down scene-by-scene, using techniques learned from a couple of different plotters of my acquaintance. One exercise (creating index cards with the prose equivalent of film’s INT|Location|Time) has already paid off – I could tell which scenes had under-developed settings by the description of the location on the card. At a glance, I can tell that the scene at The Last Crevasse bar is probably adequately developed, because I can tell you details about that setting off the top of my head.

Meanwhile, the scenes set in “Café” or “Corridor” need a bit more personality before I can consider them done.

My usual process would normally cover all of this – I’d write the draft and swoop back-and-forth fixing stuff as I went – but it would be a haphazard process and it’s easy to miss stuff. This gives me a bit more rigour to play with once I’m back at the keyboard for drafting in November.

The Search for a New Routine, Part Two: Water, Wells, Writing, & Cardio

Today’s café is all exposed brickwork, Ben Lee on the stereo, and hipsters who look like extras in an Edwin Sharp and the Magnetic Zero’s video clip. We may be one bearable cup of coffee away from finding my regular writing spot on the way to the office.

Interesting side-note: one of the first things I said to my partner, after taking the BWF job, is “I’m not fit enough to do this job at the moment.” I’m waddling around with about 15 extra covid kilos, with no real cardio in my life beyond the occasional walk to the post-office. At the same time, running events is physically gruelling—you don’t need to be a marathon runner or gym buff, but you spend a lot of time on your feet and deal with a lot of different things at once. The cortisol build-up in your system is intense, and the physical fatigue is real.

I’ve made the mistake of running one event while deep in couch potato mode, and it was painful enough that I never want to do it again.

(My coffee just arrived—it’s above average. And the music has been a series of great songs, with a side of the totally-not-my-jam John Butler Trio, but I can probably forgive that choice so long as it’s not endemic on a day-to-day level)

Normally, by the time I’m running event, I’m walking an hour and a half a day to get my cardio up and paying at least some attention to what I eat. And when I got home from work yesterday, it turns out my fears were well-founded: a full day at the office had sapped my energy to the point where I ate dinner, played with the cat for a few minutes, and crawled into bed.

Which is… not going to fit with the rough plan I need to follow if I want to keep all things Brian Jar, PhD, and writing running smoothly.

I think Jeff VanderMeer was the first person to really advocate looking after your health to keep your writing running smoothly (in the rather spectacular BookLife, which every writer should probably read at least once). I was pretty good at it for a while, but the last three years basically kicked around those habits, despite my best intention to get back to walking and thinking a little harder about food.

So a big part of the new routine is fitting daily walking into the schedule, usually in the form of a fifty-minute walk from the office to home (pro-tip from my health blogging days: healthy habits that build on existing routines are much easier to follow than “go to the gym, lard ass”).

Today, my aching legs and fuzzy head are gnawing on another piece of advice: build the well before you need the water. I’m paying a toll for ignoring that right now.

And yet, I’m not sure I would have dug the well if it wasn’t for this push. Water may be fundamental, but you can adopt some really shitty approaches to hydration when you feel like you don’t have the spoons (or the necessity) to engage the time-consuming-but-sensible choice. 

The Search for a New Routine, Part 1

Writing this morning’s entry in a Fortitude Valley café, jamming the writing and publishing work in before I hie off to start the new Brisbane Writer’s Festival job. There’s a series of mirror balls hanging over my head, a terrible cup of coffee to my right, and the kind of soft, lilting indie-pop that’s custom-designed for cafes hanging overhead.

All in all, not my permanent writing spot for the duration of this contract, which is a shame because it’s rather perfectly place (and, I suspect, the nearest source of caffeine to the office).

I miss food courts today. The myth of the writer is largely café-focused—a stereotype I suspect we inherited from the writers like Hemingway and Fitzgerald who decamped to the Left Bank of Paris after the war and wrote of the café culture there. Personally, they’re always my second choice if I’ve got to work in public.

Food courts offer large, anonymous spreads of seating where you can pretty much set up and disappear into the crowd, occupying a table that is shared by so many possible food vendors that nobody is paying much attention to what you’re doing or how long you’ve lingered there. I spent some of the most productive writing years of my life in food courts, especially in the hour or two before work. Café’s offer a personal experience and ambiance, but food courts are all about shuffling massive numbers of anonymous shoppers through as quickly as possible. When you want to be left alone to bang out a few words, that’s anonymity is invaluable.

There is a food court on the way to work, but it’s attached to a transit hub and, obviously, I’m trying to keep my exposure down given the pandemic.

And so the search for a new routine begins, trying to find a café amenable to delivering good coffee and letting me batter away at a keyboard in the corner for an hour and a half. I suspect there’s an option that’ll work around here somewhere, but it’s definitely not this place…