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Cocktails and Narratives That Start Listing Sideways

I spent part of yesterday researching cocktails, for the fantasy element of Fairy Dust, with Whisky Chaser, hinges upon a particular character who makes a particular drink. In my head that drink has been an Old Fashioned, for I have a fondness for them and it’s a nice allusion for the problem that drives one of the characters, but the Old Fashioned is not an exciting cocktail. It involves no shakers or bartending shenanigans, just the combining of ingredients that ultimately become something delicious. So I spent an hour googling cocktail recipes, looking for something with more pizzaz. Came up with nothing, and stuck with the old fashioned for the moment. So I started figuring out where my affection for the Old Fashioned actually came from, and I think it can be traced to my friend Allan over at Type 40 (purveyors of fine pop culture artefacts and props) who drank them when I visited Melbourne at some point, and then I felt that pang you get when you have’t spoken to friends for far too long. I also spent some quality time coveting his Call of Cthulhu investigator’s notepads, but those are outside the budget at the moment. Which, of course, sent me off pondering the problems of finances at the moment (I’m on scholarship; my partner is between jobs), and whether it was time to start considering a Patreon given the limitations on finding part-time work when you’re studying while a university is paying your bills. All of which

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Conspicuous Acts of Cultural Consumption

Hope and Fear and Figuring Out a Story

Yesterday, I wrote 979 words on Pixie Dust, with Whisky Chaser. Finished up right about the point where my beloved fell asleep after suffering an epic bout of insomnia, so I wrote up today’s edition of Notes from the Brain Jar, watched Dream Dangerously, the documentary about Neil Gaiman’s last signing tour, and thought very hard about processes and writer goals for an hour or two so I didn’t disturb her. Notes were made. Pens and notebooks were deployed. It was, for perhaps the first time, I worked until the battery on the Macbook Air ran out. I’ve never outworked the MacBook before, outside of the occasional day where I’ve forgotten to charge it overnight. It’s battery power has been remarkable, compared to other laptops I’ve owned and battered into submission. Today feels remarkably accomplished, even thought not all that battery power was expended on the act of writing. It’s interesting to work on this particular story, because I’m finally doing something with an idea I’ve kicked around for the better part of three years. Partially the desire to work on it is a response to something I read in Robin Laws Beating the Story, which offers a slightly different take on the thing writers generally think of as conflict. Any fictional situation we as audience members identify with at all hangs between hope and fear. Any story moment, here called a beat, holds us in suspense between two possible outcomes: one we want to see happen, and another we don’t. A girl teeters

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Journal

Electricity, Angela Carter, Exposition, Pineapple Salsa

There’s an interesting post over on Lifehacker about the cost of electricity in Australia and why it’s unlikely to fall any time soon. I’m linking to it because how electricity is priced tends to one of those mysterious things that people blame political parties for, without truly understanding how it works, and it’s useful to occasionally get people thinking about such things. Then again, my dream political party is the one who runs on a campaign of we’ll tax you so hard it fucking hurts, but we’ll spend it on public services and state-of-the-art infrastructure for the public good. I am destined to be disappointed every election, even if someone actually runs on such a platform. Also, I am reminded that I really should be checking in on The Conversation (where the original post was sourced) much more often than I am. For example, this article about the characteristics shared by “happy city” Instagram pics regardless of which city is being photographed makes for an interesting resource when pondering the design features of various fictional settings. I’m going to try adding it to my RSS feed for a week, get a feel for how much daily content needs to be processed. — Yesterday I wrote 921 words on a short story, Pixie Dust, with Whisky Chaser. I walked 10,000 steps for the first time in weeks, ate some delicious cauliflower tacos with pineapple salsa my beloved made for dinner. I admired my beloved’s stompy, dinosaur-foot slippers as I am wont to do

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Journal

Now that the Marking is Over, Routines Get Rebuilt

It’s a bright, sunny Monday where I woke up early and got to work on writing projects first thing, getting a bunch of stuff done before I sit down to write this blog post. It’s cool enough that I notice when I walk around without socks on, but not so cold that I regret this decision within an hour of waking up. Over the weekend I realised that the last three weeks have been rough on my mental health. This shouldn’t be surprising – end-of-semester marking is one of those gigs is custom-built to trigger all my anxieties: high stakes, tight deadlines, and you only get one shot to put together feedback that will help, and you want it to be clear because there’s no chance to explain or expand on things the way you do when critiquing stories for friends. All of this comes together to create a very muddied vision of what “doing a good job” looks like, and my anxiety feeds on uncertainty like a tick, growing fat as it burrows deeper and deeper into the dark parts of my subconscious. I finalised everything last Tuesday, but it took me the rest of the week to start pulling myself out of the slump. There were too many things left unattended too during the marking period, too many things that needed to be dealt with before my brain returned to a space where work was possible. I read a bunch. I watched some wrestling. I sat at my

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Sunday Circle

The Sunday Circle: What Are You Working On This Week?

The Sunday Circle is the weekly check-in where I ask the creative-types who follow this blog to weigh in about their goals, inspirations, and challenges for the coming week. The logic behind it can be found here. Want to be involved? It’s easy – just answer three questions in the comments or on your own blog (with a link in the comments here, so that everyone can find them). After that, throw some thoughts around about other people’s projects, ask questions if you’re so inclined. Be supportive above all. Then show up again next Sunday when the circle updates next, letting us know how you did on your weekly project and what you’ve got coming down the pipe in the coming week (if you’d like to part of the circle, without subscribing to the rest of the blog, you can sign-up for reminders via email here). MY CHECK-IN What am I working on this week? As predicted/feared in last week’s check-in, the post-marking slump posed some interesting mental health challenges due the sheer amount of stuff I let slide in the name of getting everything done. Still not quite out of the slump, so I’m keeping my goals very simple for the coming week – one hour of research notes every day, one hour working on the Median Survival Time draft. Try and keep to my preferred schedule as much as I can, even if my attention drifts away from those two things after the initial work is done. What’s

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Journal

Work, Work, Work, Work, and a note about Robin Laws’ new book

I woke up this morning and mainlined Rihanna’s Work in the hopes of easing my way into marking. Mostly, it resulted in sitting there thinking that the genres we once thought of as “popular” grew increasingly more interesting once the mass market collapsed and there was no need to produce hits that were palatable to everyone. People try and seperate technology and the market from the aesthetics of art, but they’re far more intertwined than people think. 5 assignments left at time of writing. If I can get my focus back, i should be finished tomorrow. # Robin Laws has a new book out, Beating the Story: How to Map, Understand, and Elevate Any Narrative. I haven’t read the whole thing yet, but I’ll recommend it to you right now for a very simple reason: Robin Laws is fucking smart, and he thinks very deeply about the mechanisms of narrative. Lots of folks who read fiction don’t know this yet, because he’s spent a good chunk of his career working in roleplaying games and writing tie-in fiction. I followed his design work for years because he was one of the first designers who looked for a connection between the kinds of stories an RPG told and the mechanics used to tell it. He produced work that was unexpected and surprising, experimental without being inaccessible. In short, he wrote games that were fucking smart. He started getting involved in editing original fiction through Stone Skin Press a few years back and put out

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Stuff

The Sunday Circle: What Are You Working On This Week?

Lo, it is Sunday. The day of rest. The beginning of the week, even though we all pretend that’s really Monday. The day we can set aside to ponder the seven days to come, think about the challenges that lie ahead, and how we can meet them. With that in mind, it’s time for: For those playing along at home, The Sunday Circle is the weekly check-in where I ask the creative-types who follow this blog to weigh in about their goals, inspirations, and challenges for the coming week. The logic behind it can be found here. Want to be involved? It’s easy – just answer three questions in the comments or on your own blog (with a link in the comments here, so that everyone can find them). After that, throw some thoughts around about other people’s projects, ask questions if you’re so inclined. Be supportive above all. Then show up again next Sunday when the circle updates next, letting us know how you did on your weekly project and what you’ve got coming down the pipe in the coming week (if you’d like to part of the circle, without subscribing to the rest of the blog, you can sign-up for reminders via email here). MY CHECK-IN What am I working on this week? The first half of the week will be devoted to marking and all the administrative stuff that comes with getting it finalised. I am so ready to have this all done, because it takes up

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Journal

Bullet Journals and Questioning Goals

Two links, to start with. First, Lifehacker has a really interesting post about finding your real goals by asking why you want/do certain things, which is one of those things I urge writers to do an awful lot in You Don’t Want To Be Published. It’s also a remarkably useful skill in other aspects of your life–I’ve used it to solve problems in day-job gigs, supervisor’s meetings, and personal relationships, and it proved to be a remarkably big part of the conversation I kept having with my psychologist last year. Second, the bullet journal is my productivity system of choice because it’s hackable and adapts to my schedule, getting complex on the months I need complexity and streamlined on the months when my workload is relatively focused. I picked up the BuJo habit from Kate Cuthbert, and it’s slowly spread through a whole bunch of friends and family, to the point where a large chunk of our family Christmas is now spent talking notebooks and layouts. With all that in mind, this article where a behavioural neuroscientist is interviewed about why the bullet journal system works is one of my favourite things this week. Go check it out. # Two years ago, right about the this time, my GP surprised me with a diagnosis of anxiety and depression. It wasn’t surprising because I thought I was okay. Just surprising because I assumed that the not-okay was normal, that the constant anger and frustration I’d been feeling for a while was

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Journal

Going A Little Stir-Crazy

The marking continues, moving into the final third, but things have now reached the Heart of Darkness stage. The cycle of the last week has been pretty consistent: I grade papers until my brain fries, then flake out in front of the TV watching bad movies until I fall asleep. There’s been no time for writing or research over the last week, and very few opportunities to leave the house. The system the university uses for submissions means I need to have an active internet connection in order to mark papers, and that means a lot of my usual change-of-scene haunts aren’t feasible. Net result: I’ve been getting a little stir crazy, and I’ve started ranting to my partner on a semi-regular basis (never a good sign). Fortunately, I was far enough ahead that I could afford to take today off and get out of the house. I headed for breakfast at the Low Road Cafe, went late-night shopping with my partner, and generally spent today catching up on things that weren’t grading papers. Between all that I read a little, finishing off the Tor.com version of Caitlin Kiernan’s Black Helicopters (which is spectacular) and starting on Charlotte Wood’s collection of long-form interviews with Australian writers, The Writers Room. The latter, at least, involves a vague genuflection towards research reading, courtesy of James Bradley’s answers regarding genre and his love of superhero comics. Specifically, this explanation: One of the things I think is really fascinating about the superhero comics I’m interested in

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Another Day In the Marking Mines

Yesterday was my favourite kind of winter morning. Cold enough that it was pleasurable to hide beneath the blankets for a while; warm enough that I could get up, shower, then spend the morning without shoes and socks on as I padded worked on the laptop. I like having cold feet as I work. It’s a thing. Six assignments marked yesterday, bringing me to the halfway point. On Friday, I took a break from marking and took my partner out to lunch at a nearby dumpling bar we’d been meaning to try for ages. There was far too much noise and far too vegetarian options for it to be a particularly effective date,  but over spring roles S. asked if I was getting any of my own writing done amid the marking. I’m not, but writing is a particularly weird thing. There’s no words on the page happening, but the days spent toiling in the marking minds are usually fertile ground for coming up with new ideas or figuring out details I’ve been stuck on for a while. This time around I’ve been pondering a novella idea I’ve been kicking around, based upon the Warhol Sleeping vignettes I’ve published over the years, and how it needs to change given that those vignettes were written in 2000 or so when television was still the dominant means of distributing content. It presumes a rating system as a meaningful measure of success, and a type of cultural dominance that is largely impossible to

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Stuff

The Sunday Circle: What Are You Working On This Week?

The Sunday Circle is the weekly check-in where I ask the creative-types who follow this blog to weigh in about their goals, inspirations, and challenges for the coming week. The logic behind it can be found here. Want to be involved? It’s easy – just answer three questions in the comments or on your own blog (with a link in the comments here, so that everyone can find them). After that, throw some thoughts around about other people’s projects, ask questions if you’re so inclined. Be supportive above all. Then show up again next Sunday when the circle updates next, letting us know how you did on your weekly project and what you’ve got coming down the pipe in the coming week (if you’d like to part of the circle, without subscribing to the rest of the blog, you can sign-up for reminders via email here). MY CHECK-IN What am I working on this week? I’ve got virtually no creative or research work on the agenda this week – the bulk of my time will be spent marking the remaining 40 assignments on my slate in an effort to clear them off the schedule. If I can get it done, I’ll be free of the marking by next Sunday (which is, for me, record efficiency) and back to the writing/redrafting of Black Glove Widow and Median Survival Time. What’s inspiring me this week? I picked up the Tor.com edition of Caitlin Kiernan’s Black Helicopters to read around assignments. I’ve listed

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Journal

A Short Rant About Submission Guidelines

I followed a link to an open call from a new publishing company today. They set up writers guidelines telling prospective writers what they’d like to see submitted, but neglected to mention a pay rate. The comments thread on their submission guidelines involved two people asking about pay rates explicitly, and both times the editor/publisher ducked the question. I closed the page at that point. I won’t call out the actual publisher that did this, because they’re not alone in this particular habit. I’ve spent years looking at writers guidelines as a writer, with another five years working the Australian Writers Marketplace where checking guidelines was part of the job. The good ones tend to put the word counts accepted and pay rates in easy to find places. By and large, when figuring out whether to submit somewhere as a short fiction writer, those two things will influence your decision more than anything else. The very good ones – which often translates as goddamn professionals that are a pleasure to work with — will put it right up the top before you look at anything else. There is nothing I hate so much as reading 1,000 words of an anthology’s guidelines, outlining all the things the editor looks for, only to discover the important details are half-hidden at the end. I can understand the logic of this, but some writers just aren’t going to submit for a handful of cents a word regardless of how cool the theme is. #

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